February 2011
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Maybe just maybe...
Maybe if you hadn’t changed. Maybe if things were different. Maybe if you tried to be a decent person. Maybe if you weren’t two faced. Maybe just maybe, you’d be content. But I can tell you aren’t. Things won’t ever be the same. My mind is for sure set on that.
January 2011
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Need to..
Get a prom dress. Think of a way to ask Jordan to prom. Get a job. Repaint my nails. Get a fucking decent amount of clothes. Smoke some of that GOOD GOOD. Fix my tattoo. Send in my application to college. Finish my scholarships. GET DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL!!
My tumblr consists of a crap ton of lists.
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Cravings.
To recieve what I’ve been waiting for!! To get school over with. Finally have you admit it to me.. and yourself. Get some sort of income. Finish my AP portfolio. Have my tattoos be perfect.
I would love to be sippin’ on an ice cold drink. Coffee sounds DEELISH!
Instead of doing my 1500 word essay on why Niger should have it’s military take over it’s government.. I’m...
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Sheesh.
I’m a tender hearted fool. Small things hurt.
But then once it begins to hurt.. It drives me downward.
I can’t help but feel like this and be a bitch. Selfish yes, but I literally can’t help it.
All thats needed is for you to show you care. Thats it.
And believe me, it doesn’t take a lot for me to know you actually care.
“It feels so right. Just hold me tight.”
– The Beatles
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Chin up
I needed you to be understanding. I needed reassurance. I was just worried. I didn’t mean any harm. And now it’s messy.
This scares me. That I rely on you to fall back on… That I just wanted you to tell me its going to be amazing. Because I need that sometimes.
:/ I just needed you.
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Highs and Lows of this month.
Fucking done catching up with this shit.
Highs… Parties. Board games with friends. You being home again. Being a damn ballin escort. Letters. Photography. Food.
Lows… Tattoo being not so amazing. Girls. Senioritis. Period. You leaving. Missing jacket. Spending $$$. Still being silent. Ally breaking my heart. Being jobless.
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Goals for the next 30 days.
Finish college essay for me. Finish english paper. Buy more finger nail polish. Practice and do fucking amazing at mr. cy falls. Kiss my boyfriend alot.
Clean out my room. Buy some clothes that actually fit me. Hang out with Santos/Lexie. Celebrate fucking disgusting valentines day.
Buy a prom dress. Get my tattoo fixed. Paint more. Pick out a new book to read. Buy a new swim suit.
Work out....
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Current problems you have.
I have the big green monster on my back. I can’t help it. With the past that I’ve had and the shit that I constantly see.. you never know what could happen. I trust my boyfriend more than I trust anyone else in this world. I don’t trust others though. It’s whatever. I will continue to keep my insecurities under wraps.
OH! and when I let it all out, speak my mind, let you...
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Who I usually go for..
A boy with …
A sense of humor.
Open mind.
Fly style.
Hidden brains.
Huge heart.
Protective traits.
Beautiful eyes.
Soft touch.
Drive.
Sweet lips.
A boy that isn’t …
Over bearing.
Clingy.
Dramatic.
Unemotional.
Cocky.
Filthy.
An asshole.
Brain dead.
Stingy.
Completely awful at dancing.
:)
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Inspiration?
One person who inspires me the most would be … a secret.
I like keeping some things to myself on tumblr. I know who I admire the most, and who gives me such grand inspirations. That person knows also.
Artistic inspiration - Matty Franklin, Bjork, Mac Miller, Annie Leibovitz, David Lachapelle.
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Favorite Movie.
Slc Punk.
It’s about the life of a punk mother fucker that lives in salt lake city. He plans on taking over the system from within, but then shit happens and boom its life. It’s well made and got some sick music.
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One of my favorite shows.
I know it’s about tv. But my favorite SHOW was the first time I saw TUI Madball Terror and The Ghost Inside play. The 10 for 10 show was hands down amazing. I fell deeply in love with TUI the very minute they started to play. The way the crowd went nuts, the way the band fell in love with every note that was played. I could feel the passion. I was extremely intrigued by the way everything...
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Education.
I love it. Learning. To learn. The act of gaining knowledge. I may neglect it… and that I blame myself for. BUT!! I do think it’s a great aspect that every child should be put through.
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Disrespecting parents..
It happens.
I don’t mean to, but sometimes I can’t help it.
Sometimes we don’t agree, so we argue… but that’s not disrespect. I don’t think it’s right or necessary.
That is all.
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“Quiero Mota.”
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Beliefs.
I shall live without regret. To my fullest ability.
I shall attempt to lose my negative qualities.
I accept my flaws. It happens.
Shit happens, roll with it, live moves forward.
Always have room to learn. Experience it all.
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Highs and Lows of this 2011
Highs: Being Jordan’s girl. Having decent clothes. Photography class assignments. Tattoos. Befriending peoples. Less hate.. sort of. Being me, and what I believe. Mr. Cyfalls.
Lows: Jordan’s gone. School. No sleep. No money. SAT. Shit film camera. Not having ENOUGH decent clothings. Not caring when I should. Bullshit. Bitches. Dicks. Missing my dad. Not working out. Tutoring. No job.
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Mainstream music
It’s here. Always here.
I can be dancable. But never my favorite. I’m a closet hipster fag. HAHA, not really but I like knowing all sorts of crazy music.
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Mi favorita tumblars.
Stonedelk
Prettyand
Fuckyeahgreatshit
Asphyxiatedmind
Lesfemmes
Not in order. But I adore them all.
They are my daily Bible.
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Earliest Memory.
I THINK it was when I was around 6ish.. I was with my dad. I was waking up from spending the night. Every single one of his walls of his loft was a different vibrant color. The unfinished ceiling was drapped with christmas lights. My step moms crazy antiques everywhere. The natural sunlight glowing in. I wake up in a bundle of oddly patterned blankets. My vision a blur.. focuses on my dad in the...
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bitchassbidness asked: thanks for the follow =]]]]
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Somewhere I'd like to visit.
Greece is number one. I can’t stand it; the beauty there. I would just lounge around all day and be so at ease. I would walk around and be adventurous.
India. Literally would cry if I ever get the chance to go. I’d take as many pictures as possible. Live the total experience. Never forget it.
Korea lastly. Just because I would like to know my background.
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Bullet Entire Day.
It’s not over yet so I hope I can get a semi-accurate account of whats going down tonight.
Woke up at 1 pm.
Started to continue college application to Texas Tech University.
Ate a poptart.
Pooped.
Ate Sonic.
College Essay.
Shower.
Laundry.
Texted boyfriend (he’s in hawaii for 13 days).
Texted peoples to see whats going DOWN tonight.
Movie plans with Mikey.
Saw Black...
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Shuffle the shit. Ten songs are....
1. F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X. - The Fall of Troy
2. Baby Girl - Z-RO
3. Paddle Out - Sublime
4. Monument - A Day to Remember
5. Bang - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
6. Set Your Arms Down - Warpaint
7. Welcome - Wiz Khalifa
8. Sleeping Sickness - City and Colour
9. Enter Galactice (Love Connection Pt. 1) - Kid Cudi
10. Not Even Jail - Interpol
alexandra-white asked: The happiness is radiating from that picture of you and your boyfriend. It makes me happy :')
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First Love. First Kiss.
First Love would be an ex boyfriend. We were together for 16 months. He was a nice guy. Then, I thought he was amazing. Now, I think he’s a bit weird. I thought I loved him, but I was super young then.
First Kiss.. I don’t remember. Not because I’m a slut or whatever, I just don’t think it was that special. So instead I’m going to talk about my first kiss with my...
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How I hope my future will be?
I am hoping to have a very successful future.
That’s what I’m hoping. One happy future with the people I love.
Me living my life to the fullest. No regrets. Always positive and patient.
ok.. Not always postive, but I’m trying.
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Most satisfying moment in my life.
I’m not to sure that this has happened yet.
But so far, my most satisfying moment is meeting Jordan McCorquodale. I know that’s cheesy of me to say, but he really is the most amazing person.
God, I know I hate it when I read/hear so much shit about a person’s successful and overly happy relationship. I’m sorry readers.
Jordan Dean McCorquodale is everything I’ve...
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Zodiac sign, fit with your personality?
My zodiac sign is libra.
When I do read about libra’s, it usually fits with what my life is about. There are times where I’m like.. “ha, fucking right?!?” and then there are times where I’m like.. “nawww”
I don’t really pay attention to stuff like that.
Whatever happens happens; I am who I am.
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30 interesting facts. Oh jesus.
1. My natural hair color is dark brown; same color as my eyes.
2. I own a Nikon D5000.
3. I’m 5’10”, yes I’m a giant.
4. I have a cr33per, her name is Hailey.
5. My best friend since seventh grade is Samantha.
6. I wear jackets alot.
7. Can eat more than the average 18 year old girl.
8. Never been any sort of anorexic.
9. Currently in the more amazing relationship.
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A time where you'd like to end your own life.
My past is dark.
Maybe not as dark as others, but it’s pretty gruesome.
This is very personal.
I remember a certain time once, when I’d been put in a room with someone I devoted my life too. Perfect you would think, but it was the complete opposite. I had been blinded with emotion. I didn’t think or put myself as my number one priority.. I put him first. With arguing every...